15.3.07

actually, i don't have much to say. and it's strange, cos some people clearly don't have this problem. i'm actually quite amazed that they can remember every single detail of their day. what they did, who they met, what they ate and at what time. i'm not saying anything, i just.. okay nvm.

anyw, i don't like work. because at work, we have to be nice to everyone. and appear unnaturally cheerful. and i have to smile at people i hardly know. and that is just.. strange. and i wanna quit. BUT, i can't. because every time i see my manager, she's being smiley and cheerful and unnaturally happy. which makes it impossible for me to tell her.

man, this sucks. there is like, almost nothing natural about work. and the worst part is that this is all very much self-inflicted.

3:28 AM