16.11.06
i am so not kidding about the toilet thing. i went to school today for consultation(which never happened in the end btw) and i saw the 'cleaning in progress' sign again. tsk tsk. hmm, talking about cleaning, i see absolutely no point in mopping. aren't you just like spreading the dirt around? stop kidding yourselves man, the floor is still as dirty as before.anyw, i see christmas trees sprouting out all over. with baubles, lighting and fake presents under a fake tree. but somehow, i feel no more christmas cheer. it just kinda died, along with santa claus and flying reindeers. ho ho, i'm starting to sound like a grinch. well, maybe i am one. or maybe i've just been thinking too much for my own good.
i just don't see why people should pin their hopes on anything, worst of all - people. cos more often than not, they simply don't deliver. and what are you supposed to do with all the disappointment that results? it certainly does not just evaporate like a puddle of water would, you know.
hmm, so i guess i don't really have anything against christmas. i'm just.. too disappointed maybe, to be ridiculously confident that it'll be a great day.
aye, this has turned out to be a rather depressing post. but not to worry, there's slightly more than a month for me to change my mind. k lar, that's the most optimistic i can get at 1am.
1:08 AM