12.8.06

went to school early in the morning for gp lesson. i tell you, if i don't pass the bloody gp paper next monday, i am going to..... be damn sad. i was gonna say tear up my factsheets or something equally violent, but that's not really sth i would do. plus, i still need it for stupid As.

it's really quite difficult to remain positive/sane at such a time. i was gonna say that i really admire ____ for being able to do so. but then, i just realised nobody was able to do that. everyone's starting to crack a lil, in their own ways. losing their sanity once in a while, and slipping into their emo-nemo moods every now and then. terrible, what we've become. a while ago, i found myself talking to my tys and singing to my empty milo packet at the void deck.

'the early bird catches the worm', 'he who hesitates is lost' and all the stuff about 'seizing the day'. we've heard all the sayings before and we've been told not to leave things to the last minute. but we still do anyway. maybe because we all kinda hope that these sayings don't apply to us. and we kinda have to see for ourselves that we really aren't fail-proof.

12:12 AM