29.5.06

i've been saying for the past 2 weeks that i cant wait for the hols to come. now that it's finally here, i don't feel anything. like 'oh okay.. holidays. -_- yay.' i think i feel tired more than anything else. and i'm sick. what a nice way to start the holidays right. :( so i'll be away at camp for the next 4 to 5 days. i figure i'll be super dooper drained when i get back. and that'll be a quarter of my hols gone. ain't that nice. k lar, this is getting a little bit depressing.

anyw, i think that ppl need a reason to do things, and that reason doesn't necessarily have to be the end-product. it's kinda like.. hm, how do i say this. like when you go to a restaurant to eat. you'll eat something you like right. when you're eating you don't go like 'oh i'm eating this chicken wing cos i need the protein it contains.' shit i think nobody knows what the hell i'm saying.

shit, it's almost 2am. i really need to go pack now.

1:42 AM