8.11.05
so the a levels are here. its quite good for me. cos it means i get to drink good soup. cos my mom and aunt will start making those good stuff for my sis to drink. i think next year when i take those major exams, i'll get even more good soup to drink. cos they'll probably think that i need a lot more of 'em to do well. they can think whatever they want, just keep the soup coming. ah well, my sis is really smart. like reaally smart! she has no smart sister to help her also can do so well. i got smart sister helping still can fail. i'm pretty stupid ehh. heh. aye, but really larh. my sis is darn smart can. i bet she'll get her 4As. its like there alrdy. havent even take the paper i also know she'll get the As.i don't really want her to go overseas and study. then it'll just be me and my parents in this small house. it's like how easy to bump into them and start a quarrel can. i hate being alone with my parents. its vry tiring to think before i say anything. but i HAVE TO. cos i gotta think of all the possible ways they can link it to studying or being rude or some shit like that. then they'll start to lecture me. ugh. so as to not get myself into trouble, i gotta be faster than them and do the mindmap in my head. but sometimes, their logic's so twisted that i can never think of it. that's when shit happens.
today we finally had our pw meeting. somehow, i don't really know what we did today. anyw, i really hate op. if you-know-who is gonna be the tcher i think i'll just freak out and die. really. take my pw grade lar, i don't want it anymore.
hmm. at first i had nthn to blog abt, but suddenly i have such a long post! cool. anyw, its getting late and i can sense my mom's nagging coming on soon. gotta run.. laters.
12:45 AM