22.7.05
oh man, today's body combat was damn fun. haha. if only i could videotape laishan doing it. we were all laughing at the instructor's frequent requests for 'more power!' and 'double punch'. hahaha. anyw, today the class was damn moody. everyone was either pissed, sad or clueless. cheer up guys! i don't like the tense atmosphere today. oh then another stupid thing happened. on the way up for chem lect, luddy sandy gaby laishan and i took the lift. cos baika luddy can sit the lift to any floor, so we thought we'd just use her as an excuse to take the lift too. anyw, the lift door opened at the 3rd floor and luddy limped out. then sandy and i rushed out with her too. even tho, there were like 3 tchers in the lift and we were clearly normal. okay then we stopped running thinking we got away. but kyaw saw lynn caught up with us and we got scolded. well not really also, i wouldn't call it a scolding. he just kept giving us this disappointed face. trying to make us feel guilty i guess. but erhs, i think he failed. when laishan and gaby finally got down to the third floor, they told us what happened inside the lift. damn funny. apparently the tchers in the lift were hysterical and started screaming 'STOP THEM!' and laishan said that they kept pressing the close button furiously in a bid to stop us. but sandy and i had already wriggled out of the lift. haha. like some bank robbery liddat. 'STOP THEM!'other than that, nothing much happened today. anyw, i think this year is passing by vry quickly. it's nearing the end of july now and soon it'll be august sept oct nov dec. fast eh. i think i'll start studying seriously, since i'm free from band and i dropped chinese. by right, i should do vry well. it's much easier to be happy when you're doing well in sch. okays i think i shall just devote my time to studying. i realised ppl think that i'm on the road to retaining. probably cos i alw sleep in lectures and even tutorials. and i nv do my tutorials either. the muggers must hate me for doing well in bio and chem cos i certainly don't seem to deserve it. i could tell when they asked to see my paper to verify the news, and then throwing it back at me with 'how could YOU pass when I didn't?' written on their faces. ah well, guess what, i'm not planning on retaining. with the luxury of time that most of them don't have, i think i'll do well enough. just gotta prioritise properly(which is actually harder than studying itself). anyw, laishan is on this 'be nice to everyone' campaign. i wanna join but it's too hard to be nice to everyone. it's even harder to be nice to ppl who step all over you. loving everyone seems vry much like an impossible commandment. i wonder why god made that commandment when he already knows we cant do it. but having said that, i guess we still have to strive towards it, tho we know we will nv reach it.
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