7.6.05

erhs.

hm. i didn't get any post.

i would be lying if i said i wasn't disappointed. but i kinda figured larh, after screwing up my interview and handing in a sloppy letter. just that i'm feeling a little lost now. hm. i think i'm going for band out of responsibility and obligation. that's not good. but i duno how to change that either. so..

boris is right. good luck to me.

8:16 PM